Tough being an adult...
Hi all, so sorry tt it has been nearly a month since my last post. Have been bz with adjusting to working life. Keep feeling tt i don't get enuf sleep....n even as i type, i can feel the weight of my eyelids wanting to close to rest for the night....but yet i can't, coz i am typing this now n i hv yet to type out the expenditure for the june mission trip.
Actually wanted to spend some quality time with teck alone, but the there were frens which we really hvn't met for quite a while, so we change plans to meet with them. It was great spending time with the both of them..heehee....u noe who u r...n i really enjoyed the company. I guess this has been something tt God has been teaching me recently in my r/s with teck, which is to put the interest of others above mine, n at the same time, nt to get upset abt the changes tt needed to be done for tt. I can honestly say tt i still get upset, but the degree of it is much lesser than b4 n it takes me a shorter time to get over it n to be understanding.
We went to watch this show titled "crush" (i think). I was uncertain if we picked the correct show to watch n was also worried if it is edifying. In the end, everything turned out fine. Eventhough throughout the whole show pple kept punctuating their sentences with the F word(i think tt hollywood's vocab is really limited), i was amazed tt the story line was quite gd. It talked abt racism, how one mistake led to another n also how pple learn to be better persons, realising what truely is impt. If any of u out there wants to watch it, pls note tt there is an age limit (which is 17yrs old) for this show.
Well, work had been quite.....nt like work. y do i say tt? tt's coz i have been sitting through lectures after lectures learning new things, finding out how the organization works n getting to noe my colleagues. Think tt the show gave me new perspective abt how i shld treat the personnels in the OT n also the patients. I shldn't be bothered by how they look, smell, dress, talk, etc. but i shld look at them n respect them as individuals, made by God. They too deserve respect no matter how shall or insignificant heir role is.....for the are still humans. I keep having this fear tt i will get scolded while trying to learn up my skills, feel tt my skin suddenly will become very thin n i will take -ve comments to heart (which is something i always do-the words spoken will keep "swimming" in my mind). Pls pray for me tt i might be able to take the pressure n the comments n noe tt my value does nt lie in man but in God alone.
tt's all for now...see u soon! :)
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