[[likes]]
everything.
people tt talk alot.
pink stuff.
Point of Grace.
[[hates]]
offals of animals.
things that smell bad.
pig's liver.
Monday, October 01, 2007
Dealing with sickness
my grandpa has been warded. it has been almost abt 2 wks now. trying to go down every now n then. this whole episode is like a re-run of what happened to my paternal grandma. i mean the whole family crisis thing, n not the sickness. i am not really very sad for feel a great sense of loss. maybe it's coz grandpa hasn't been speaking to us due to his mild parkinsons for the past 2 yrs.
a tumour has been found in his bladder n the dr says tt it is end stage cancer. some how i have this feeling tt he will leave us soon. the dr did confirm tt he wouldn't live long. i do hope tt he will leave this world at peace n as free from pain as possible.
i think the whole being sad part will come in when he really passes on n the memories of him flood back. i told God tt now tt grandpa is uncommunicative, tt He is the only one tt can understand n speak to him. i asked God to reveal more of Himself to him n show him tt He is truely God n his 1 n only Lord n Saviour.