[[likes]]
everything.
people tt talk alot.
pink stuff.
Point of Grace.
[[hates]]
offals of animals.
things that smell bad.
pig's liver.
Sunday, March 02, 2008
Missions...
This is something tt has been on my heart ever since i joined the nursing profession. i know tt God has called me to be using my gifts for Him. i am very sure tt i was alot more in tune to what i need to follow after when i was much younger, but now tt i am older...haiz...
i think tt i have allowed the world to cloud my mind. if u were to ask me to leave all tt i have here in s'pore to go into the mission field now, i will question...like alot.for example, how am i going to be able to save in the bank? how much will i earn? how will my parents react to it? will i be able to find work again when i get back from my training? i use to think tt i can juz drop n leave, but now it seems hard.
i want to be able to drop n leave, whenever God calls. these few days, i have been thinking abt the mission field again. as i have another 5 more mths b4 my bond ends, anything is possible. wendy suggested a 1 year internship programme, YWAM sent their quarterly newsletter, methodist newsletter also talked abt missions.with all these info comng at me all at the same time, i really don't know what to make out of it. but tt's also coz i haven't seeked God abt this at all.
some how leaving work seem like a gd thing...since work has become a little bit crapy. but i know for sure tt i should not let my feelings be in the play for my decision. i will pray tt God will reaveal to me through His word.