FRIENDS
i do feel tt i am 1 person tt treasures a friend alot. it's not difficult for me to make frens, as i am rather cheerful. i tend to put friends before alot of things...n tt includes family.
it was only today tt something dawned upon me. as i had various conversations with some friends, i came to realise tt time doesn't always change a friendship. like mr L, he n i have been friends since sunday sch n eventhough we drifted apart due to commitment tt needed our attention, today when we sat down for a meal, i felt as though nothing have changed. i was transported to the times where we had loads of things to say n wld talk for hrs...it was a kind of chemistry tt we hv. i have tt same feeling too wif mr J. somehow my friendship with them juz stood still n we cld juz continue on frm where we left.
yet on the other hand i have frens who drifted so far tt when we bid goodbye, we no longer give each other sisterly hugs. i don't really know what the cause of it was. maybe it's juz part of growing up n we end up being as different as 2 sides of a coin. we differed in the things tt we wanted in life, our religion...and time juz became like concrete tt separated us like night n day. some others don't seem to face the same difficulty tt i do when i have friends tt juz drifted apart.
how then am i suppose to jump on the wagon when these friends feel like it...to be catching up...to pretend tt we r back where we use to be. maybe it's my personality, maybe i have standards tt r too high to attain...or maybe someday i will realise tt not everyone is my friend.
consuming fire fan into flames