6 more days...
i am leaving...n that is a fact...as much as some parts of me wish tt i don't have to leave, many other parts want to fly over to perth right now. i think tt i am more excited than anything.
i am not done wif packing...hv countless of pple tt wanna spend time wif me...finding it hard to let go of the responsibilities at work...beating myself up over things tt i shldn't be worrying abt.
What will i miss here...hving a steady income is one...being able to tell pple "see u tmr/next week"...going for pcg(both the older ones n the younger ones)...hving the convenience of doing nothing at home...knowing my surroundings...going to work.
but yet when i do pause for a moment in this time of hussle n bussle, i do feel kindda sad. i am not gd at gd byes...not gd at comforting others tt i will be alright when i am not even sure of it myself...crying over the smallest of issues.
in all of these mixed feeling, the 1 thing tt has ben a constant is God's reassurance. His undying love, His unending kindness, so full of gentleness. as much as i don't see Him physically, i know tt He is here wif me. :)
consuming fire fan into flames