Clearing up things...
the count down has begun and it is 20 more days before i leave for perth. decided to take my off day today to be clearing up my study room table. then when i got to the drawers, i was trying my best to pack it nicely...it looks kindda neat until i reached drawer 3. it's the one filled wif letters and card frm friends and family. as i thot tt i wanted to clear thing out of there, it quickly turned to: hmmm...how shld i sort them into piles.....to: ok, i will leave it alone.
each letter was marked with the feeling and thots of things tt loved ones wanted to say to me. many were well wishes, and some almost brought tears to my eyes. i will miss Drawer 3 while i am away. it's the place i go to where everything is encouraging, everything is sweet, everything brings back a certain memory.
reading thru them i saw a part of my life flash past, whatever time that card or letter was written at. i am glad that i am not at that point in my life when the card/letter was written in, i am glad to be beyond and hv matured (in a tiny bit).
As much as it was a bitter sweet experience, i have to close the drawer n come back to reality of where i am today. But 1 thing is for sure, i know where to go when i need some love. :)
consuming fire fan into flames